It has already been two months since the unimaginable happened. That is, our son, Nikhil, passed away at the age of 12 on October 6, 2021. What started out as a routine hospitalization for children like Nikhil turned into a horrible cascade of events. At some point during that month, my husband and I both felt a pain deep in our gut that was telling us that something was different about this hospitalization. During most hospitalizations, even lengthy ones, Nikhil showed signs of resilience which gave us hope. But this time, we kept hitting roadblocks to recovery and we saw something different in his eyes. We painfully watched his condition…